All I really want...

Is a schedule.

Everything is so topsy turvy, I am discombobulated to say the least.

Every day is a tornado of different goings on, and I just can’t keep up with all that I have to do.

Seriously.

I am disorganized.

So much so, that I made a huge mistake last night and bought 4 tickets to a show Hank and I can’t see (don’t even get me started on how I did that)

I was tired.

It was nearly midnight.

And now I had to learn how to put something on EBay and promise my ever understanding husband that I will indeed fix it somehow.

Crossing my fingers that they sell, Hank is already saying that we are going to lose money on them.

I’m so sick to my stomach over the whole thing; I don’t even want to go see Wicked now.

((Know anyone who wants 4 tickets? I’ll split them up ;-) if you only want 2))

I’m only half kidding.

This made the 3rd evening I had double booked us for outings or events of some kind.

I am totally thrown off my routine.

AND

Not writing.

Or at least, not finishing.

Alas.

Much has to do with the fact that I am still working, this consulting/contracting job – it’s just enough to keep me busy and to keep me from getting into the swing of things at home.

(attention please!)

I would like to have the entire cake in the window and a very large fork please!!!

I just know that Hank rolls his eyes somehow where I can’t see every time I complain about my oh so pitiful schedule issues and how it interferes with my delicate writing time and bike rides in the park on lazy afternoons with Ethan.

Yes.

Poor poor pitiful me.

Ah well.

I’ll get the hang of all this somehow.

It’s just one huge adjustment.

For someone that has been riding one long wacky rollercoaster their entire life, you would think I’d be taking this curve, hands in the air and a smile on my face.

Next week looks better for schedules and such, after all, just last week – Ethan was on Spring Break and I for the first time had to balance a 6 year old full time and work!

I will get it together sooner or later,

hopefully sooner,

than later.